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Mmyep. Getting things set up over at polymorphdtroll. Gonna get on the ball with the layout and whatnot, already have a great new mood set. Soooo...Everyone add me!
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[23 Feb 2004|02:30am] |
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Amazing how one can be so convinced of one's own attractiveness and at the same time so bloody depressed about one's state of being. Daddy got a new camcorder and Brittany and I were playing with it. She doesn't like being filmed and I adore it--such a narcissist, I know--, so things work out fine. I didn't realise how freaking cute this hair is on me. And just...how cute I am in general. I mean...I'd do me. How come I can't get a single other person to agree with me? Let me clarify. Another person that isn't married or creepy or so desperate and whatnot that they'd sleep with the next thing that bumped into them at the store. Massachusettes guy has dropped off the face of the planet. *crawls back into her hole with plans and dreams to do the same*
And I’d give up forever to touch you
’cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that i’ll
Ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
’cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight
And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t
Coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive
And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
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[22 Feb 2004|09:00pm] |
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I was actually thinking of getting another job as a waitress somewhere. Just, like, some little once or twice a week thing. Because I think I'd make decent tips and it'd be an interesting (fun?) job to at least try. And the best time to try would be when one already has a full time job. I just wanna work at, like, Waffle House or Denny's or something like that. Mmyep, I'm weird. And I complain already that I don't have enough free time to do what I want. Oh freaking well. I'll do this the same way I'm doing my hair. I vowed to not cut it again until I was dating someone decent. So I'll cut back on my work the same day.
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| ARE YOU A CHILD OF THE NINETIES? BOLD THE ONES YOU REMEMBER/CAN/DID |
[22 Feb 2004|08:56pm] |
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
Fraggle Rock
G.I. Joe
Are You Afraid of the Dark?
Secret World of Alex Mack
Nightmare Before Christmas
Welcome Freshman
Space Cases
Roundhouse
The Muppet Show
Muppet Babies
Eureka's Castle
Salute Your Shorts
Legends of the Hidden Temple
You Can't Do That On Television
G.U.T.S.
What Would You Do?
Double Dare
Rocko's Modern Life
All That
Ren and Stimpy
Clarissa Explains It All
**The Torklesons
Pete and Pete
Stick Stickley Write to me, Stick Stickley, PO Box 963, NYC, NY State, 10108
Goodburger
Angry Beavers
Sponge Bob
Hey Arnold!
AAH! Real Monsters
Tiny Toons
Animaniacs
Pinky and the Brain
The Babysitter's Club
Underdog
Kablam!
Gullah Gullah Island
Richard Scarry
Dumbo's Circus
Ocean Girl
Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
Snick Snacks
Dunkaroos
SNICK
Koala Yummies
Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
Nick Magazine
The Goonies
Ernest Movies
Radio Flyer
Disney Watchers
Adventures in Wonderland
Homeward Bound
The Adventures of Yellow Dog
Milo and Otis
Neverending Story
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
The Lion King
Labyrinth
101 Dalmations
The Secret Garden
Pete's Dragon
Hocus Pocus
**Secret of Roan Inish
Land Before Time
Dinosaurs
Fern Gully
Secret of NIMH
Gummi Bears
Care Bears
A Little Princess
Little Pony
Black Beauty
Rainbow Brite
Lady Lovely Locks
Candyland
Sorry!
Trouble
Don't Wake Daddy!
Mousetrap
Jenga
Don't Break the Ice
Hungry Hungry Hippos
Cooties
Tinker Toys
The castles that made tea sets
Sky Dancers
Polly Pocket (back when she was pocket-sized)
Hypercolor T-Shirts
Lite Brite
Scrunchies
Side Ponytails
Stirrup Pants
Jellies
Saddle Shoes
Barbies
Beanie Babies
Tamagotchies
Yo-Yos
duncans!!
Choose Your Own Adventure
Pogs
Goosebumps
Magic Attic Club
American Girl
**Island of the Blue Dolphin
Saved By The Bell
Full House
**Step By Step
TGIF on ABC
Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
Boy Meets World
Clueless
Mork and Mindy
Simpsons
Flipper
Eerie Indiana
Third Rock From The Sun
Tracey Ullman Show
Ghostwriter
Growing Pains
Family Ties
Titanic
Felix The Cat: The Movie
Jonathan Taylor Thomas
Home Improvement
Tom and Huck
**My Brother and Me
Kenan and Kel
Hanson
Inspector Gadget
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Power Rangers
Hot Wheels
Creepy Crawlers
Easy Bake Oven
Flower Making Kits
Weinerville
Wild and Crazy Kids
Playdough McDonald's Sets
Animorphs
Rainbow Fish
If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
**Bailey School Kids
Wayside School
Mrs. Piggle Wiggle
Boxcar Kids
**Ramona Quimby
Amber Brown
Roald Dahl
Allegra's Window
3-2-1 Contact
**Things that I can recall as names, but couldn't tell you anything about.
And here I thought I was a child of the eighties. Hm. Guess I'm interdecadal. Or some other word that actually makes sense there.
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| A Prize Worth Killing |
[22 Feb 2004|12:40pm] |
My new CD came in today. *soooo heppy!*
Ten Minutes
It took ten minutes to count
the stars in the sky
but then I noticed
I was looking in your eyes
You told me you still love me
that’s good enough for now
So go and find yourself
There you will find me
It took ten minutes to count
the stars in the sky
but then I noticed
I was looking in your eyes
I felt it in my heart I knew it all the time
the love we shared could outlast our lifetime
If I told you I still loved you
is that good enough for now
ill go and find myself
will you still find me
It took ten minutes to count
the stars in the sky
but then I noticed
I was looking in your eyes
I felt it in my heart I knew it all the time
the love we shared could outlast our lifetime
The most beautiful constellation
was of your face
you could only see it on the clearest summer night
you could only hold it if you had
god's hands of might
It took ten minutes to count
the stars in the sky
but then I noticed
I was looking in your eyes
I felt it in my heart I knew it all the time
the love we shared could outlast our lifetime
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[20 Feb 2004|01:18pm] |
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Funky towel
Towel's got the funk
Funky towel
Towel's got the funk
Baby I got the love
Baby I got the power
Come on, girl and rock my world
And my funky towel
Funky towel
Towel's got the funk
Funky towel
Towel's got the funk
Baby got to love
Baby got to howl
Let's get down to party town
And my funky towel
Thick and funky
Steamin' up the dancefloor
Get on up and shake that thing
Everybody gettin' what they ask for
Everybody, everybody sing...
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[18 Feb 2004|10:39pm] |
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Cute Massachusettes guy and I just exchanged numbers! Fuckin' woot!
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| Ponderances. |
[15 Feb 2004|12:48am] |
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I'm indecisive as to whether I like the single life better than the dating life. You can do anything you want. You can think about whomever you want and not have to feel guilty. You can grin and flirt and make eyes and tease and talk to and have fun with anyone you please. But at the end of the day...there's nobody there to hold you. I dunno. I think I just need to get a bit more comfortable with being single. I can think of a few people that I wouldn't mind holding me...But at the same time, I couldn't pick just one of those people. Need to look into this casual dating business. Why be held by one person when you can be held by a different person every night? One day you wanna go bowling, you take your bowling SO; the next day you feel like seeing a movie, you can take your movie SO. That sounds like a plan. I just need to FIND these SOs. I've decided to acknowledge the fact that Jerod is, indeed, alive. It's just altogether too awkward when he comes in the store. I think I actually did manage to put myself in denial a bit...Because my brain malfunctioned a tad at seeing him alive. So he exists again. He's not a friend, though...but he's not a stranger. He's just kind of there and if I see him I'll say hi. Be nice. Pleasant. Because...because he's not all bad. He's made bad decisions. He continues to make bad decisions. But I'm not part of his life, I can't condemn him for those bad decisions. Well, I mean, I could if he were killing people or something, but not for something that only affects him. Besides, I know people that sleep around. I'm friends with people that sleep around. People do it. I don't like it, but I'm learning that there are far too many people that do it to not be friends with them because of it. Just like I learned that with the drugs and drinking and smoking. I'm sorry that I went off on him the way I did. I think...I think it was because I was too close to the situation, y'know? I couldn't be objective and step away and say 'well, he's a person...people use people.' because he was Jerod. *shrug* I think the entire thing would've gone over a lot better if we had slowly lost touch. If we had faded from one another's lives instead of him stocking his schedule as soon as we broke up to keep his mind occupied. Because it was just too abrupt. Live and learn, I suppose. Hindsight is 20/20. I can see now that we were great as friends. But overall, we just weren't compatible in the way that we should have been. The attraction and the friendship covered that, though. And ideals. He was so close to being my ideal that I smoothed it over. Because he wanted to be my ideal. And I wanted him to be. And vice versa. But it doesn't work like that. I just wish that we could've looked at it then and said that exact thing. And slipped from being together to being friends. Because I like him as a friend. Friends have downfalls you overlook. I don't know that we should be friends right now...But I don't know. I don't know where he is, emotionally. I think...I think we could be friends in a group. Probably not one on one, but in a group we'd be okay, I think. I know that he has a best friend again...but I don't. I kind of miss it, but I know I'm nowhere near ready for that with him. I don't know that I ever will be. But I'd like to be. Twould be wonderful if one day I was just out shopping...by myself or with someone else and I ran into him. And we talked. And...and...everything sorted itself out so that there was no malevolence between us anymore. Because that's just...bad. You shouldn't have that negative energy with anyone. I want to be absolved of it. I wish he would absolve me.
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| My Sharona |
[12 Feb 2004|01:20pm] |
Ooh my little pretty one, pretty one.
When you gonna give me some time, Sharona?
Ooh you make my motor run, my motor run.
Gun it comin' off the line Sharona
Never gonna stop, give it up.
Such a dirty mind. Always get it up for the touch
of the younger kind. My my my i yi woo. M M M My Sharona...
Come a little closer huh, ah will ya huh.
Close enough to look in my eyes, Sharona.
Keeping it a mystery gets to me
Running down the length of my thighs, Sharona
Never gonna stop, give it up. Such a dirty mind.
Always get it up for the touch
of the younger kind. My my my i yi woo. M M M My Sharona...
When you gonna give it to me, give it to me.
It is just a matter of time Sharona
Is it just destiny, destiny?
Or is it just a game in my mind, Sharona?
Never gonna stop, give it up.
Such a dirty mind. Always get it up for the touch
of the younger kind. My my my i yi woo. M M M My Sharona...
I wanna change my name to Sharona. Do I look like a Sharona? If I ever do run away or change towns to where nobody knows me...That's what I'm going to tell people my name is, I think. *ponders this*
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| Operculum. |
[04 Feb 2004|01:09am] |
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Someone remind me tomorrow to call and find out when I work Thursday.
Your Brain Usage Profile
Auditory : 33%
Visual : 66%
Left : 52%
Right : 47%
Lisa, you exhibit an even balance between left- and right- hemisphere dominance and a slight preference for visual over auditory processing. With a score this balanced, it is likely that you would have slightly different results each time you complete this self-assessment quiz.
You are a well-rounded person, distinctly individualistic and artistic, an active and multidimensional learner. At the same time, you are logical and disciplined, can operate well within an organization, and are sensitive towards others without losing objectivity. You are organized and goal-directed. Although a "thinking" individual, you "take in" entire situations readily and can act on intuition.
You sometimes tend to vacillate in your learning styles. Learning might take you longer than someone of equal intellect, but you will tend to be more thorough and retain the material longer than those other individuals. You will alternate between logic and impulse. This vacillation will not normally be intentional or deliberate, so you may experience anxiety in situations where you are not certain which aspect of yourself will be called on.
With a slight preference for visual processing, you tend to be encompassing in your perceptions, process along multidimensional paths and be active in your attacking of situations or learning.
Overall, you should feel content with your life and yourself. You are, perhaps, a little too critical of yourself -- and of others -- while maintaining an "openness" which tempers that tendency. Indecisiveness is a problem and your creativity may not be in keeping with your potential. Being a pragmatist, you downplay this aspect of yourself and focus on the more immediate, obvious and the more functional.
I just found this too amusing.
And since Tony's been all gloomy and whatnot as of late, here's a fun site for him.
In other news, I want this mood theme.
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| Pure? |
[03 Feb 2004|12:59am] |
Then--
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 85%
Never taken out of the packaging | 58.8% | | Shamelessness | 88.1%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 74.7% | | Sex Drive | 97.4%
The Pope is envious | 72.6% | | Straightness | 37.5%
Done the nasty, but not creatively | 37.2% | | Gayness | 100%
| 75.8% |
| Fucking Sick | 92.9%
Refreshingly normal | 86% |
You are 81.07% pure
Average Score: 66.9%
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Now--
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 78.3%
Never taken out of the packaging | 65% | | Shamelessness | 81%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 79.3% | | Sex Drive | 78.9%
The Pope is envious | 77.7% | | Straightness | 21.4%
Knows the other body type like a map | 44.8% | | Gayness | 100%
| 83.5% |
| Fucking Sick | 85.8%
Refreshingly normal | 89.9% |
You are 72.38% pure
Average Score: 72.6%
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How on earth did I get so impure in just nine months? I must've lied the first time I took it or something...
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[02 Feb 2004|11:51pm] |
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We're hiring at work again. Starting at 6.50 an hour, goes up after thirty days, after sixty days, after ninety days, after six months, after a year...401k plan...Fun job. This chick came by and applied today...She screwed up the application, though. I'm kinda glad...She was rather attractive (in a conventional sort of way, not my type at all) and I enjoy being the only young dish working there. That makes me a bad person, huh? Nah, just narcissistic. All the attention is mine. Even if it is strictly creepy guys that come in. The new joke at work is that I'm a lesbian. Funny stuff, huh? Me? Like girls? Ha! Georgie told me to stop telling people that, that I was embarassing her. Cause she's adopted me as her daughter. I told her not to worry, that she'd be meeting who they refer to as my "new boyfriend", Nick, shortly. *grin*
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| BLEH! |
[01 Feb 2004|10:37pm] |
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Two things. First, I address Tony. I'd just make it a note on his diary, but I feel that it may become quite lengthy. We've all changed. Get over it. We all have problems. We all feel left out. Take a listen to what John and Robin are bitching about. Nobody hangs out with them anymore. Nobody hangs out with anyone much anymore except maybe between the hours of ten and midnight. I work forty hours a week. Not only that, but I work suck ass hours. Two to ten. I don't get up before around noon anyway. My day is shot to hell before it begins. I do apologize if I am less than sympathetic to your complaints about your world changing. The fact is, my fiancee of two years dumped me on my ass completely out of the blue two months ago. I don't know if you quite realise that he was my entire world. You say that you have nobody...Wanna hear about my relationship with the group? One hates me, one's away at college, one I don't dare go anywhere with alone for fear he's going to rape me, and the other two have each other. Granted, I clung to those two like a freaking life raft shortly after the break up, but I don't wanna be like that. I don't want to have to depend on seeing them every day to maintain my own happiness. And if all that weren't bad enough, throw in a few lesbians and a sudden issue with drugs and alcohol. Don't come over to my diary and leave notes like that. I don't do it to you. It's not all about you, Tony. Everyone's problems seem horrid to one person. The person having the problem. Nobody else gives a shit. That's the way it is. So vent on your diary and not on mine.
Amanda. There's probably one or two people in particular that I didn't want reading my private entries. But if I made my friends list and kept off those couple of people, they'd catch on. So I left off anyone that I didn't think would be terribly interested. You were one of them. You say that you want to be a part of our lives and that you're hurt that we don't include you, but the fact is that you don't include yourself. It was my fucking birthday and you decided to hang out with Rex. Not to do anything special, you didn't even have concrete plans. But you picked him. That's the way it is with you. That's fine. When you want to do something, you let us know. I'm not going to sit around and make plans with you just to have you break them on a whim. Because if my birthday didn't hold up, I know that any random lunch is definitely not going to stick. So when you want to hang out, let me know. Until then, don't leave pity me notes on my diary.
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[01 Feb 2004|12:39am] |
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Blehblehblehblehbleh. Despite not having a layout or anything for my paid account, I made an entry. It's friends only. And I don't have many people listed as friends. Because...Well, I'm not sure why. But those people should go. And read. And leave me comments. Even if they're wholly unhelpful. Not that anything could be helpful at this point. *hormonal*
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[31 Jan 2004|03:48am] |
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Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround, Every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always wanted to be
Turnaround, Every now then I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, Every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, Every now and then I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing that I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart
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[25 Jan 2004|06:35pm] |
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You're bubblegum!!! You love to have a good time,
and enjoy being around others who feel the same
way. You tend to be the life of the party, and
people like to be around you as much as they
can.
Which kind of candy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Hmph. Everyone snorts at my innocence. *grumblegrumble*
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[25 Jan 2004|03:46pm] |
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The name says it all.
You’re pure as the driven snow, chaste, not yet deflowered.
However you want to put it.
This doesn’t mean you’re necessarily a virgin.
Oh, no, Missy. It means that you THINK you are.
Or, more specifically, that you think of yourself as one.
You don’t do anything too nasty or dirty.
Missionary position works for you, every time.
Hey, nothing wrong with that.
That’s the only position most guys know, anyway.
What Cocktail Are You?
More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva</div>
Well, duh.
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